Trancend

I am holding on to nothingness

That is all I own

My curse, my grace 

I thougt I would find my peace 

In the union of the two

But each time I give in

I am losing you 

I transcend

That is what it takes to be awake 

Nowhere to find me

I'm faulty at the core

I don't wish this feeling 

To ever let me go 

Infinitely alone

Even if I try to be like home

For everyone I know 

There is no escape

From internal hell 

That is what it takes to be a awake

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Morning chant

We fall apart
To restore ourselves

We tangle up

To unfold again 

There's nothing more yet you can still chose love 

Oh my trusting self 

Would you take me by the hand