środa, 12 października 2022

not being liked

feels so powerful

world is calling me

The world is calling me so where am I

oh where am I


it's so hard to trust your gut

i'm chosing

to deny


always wonder why

it's so hard to trust your gut

i'm losing



i was always taught to follow 

what i feel

and stay real

only truth can set you free


then i see and i cannot believe

this could really be

everybody keeps their mouth sealed 

just to shield what they carry in



like a snake I'm slipping trough the day

feeling all their pain

trying really hard and fruitlessly

just for once give them all they need


i'm calling on my world of dreams

and i'm losing

i'm chosing to deny

to become just like they are



I was always thaught to follow 

what i feel

and stay real



 was always thaught to follow 

what i feel

and stay real

only truth can set you free


daylight

In the dark standing,
Anticipating
For you, I'm waiting, Dear
 
Staring at one point
Limbo's mine
Just you come back and see
How I proudly lose my mind
To the point of certainty
Everything is gone
Skies falling
Space and time are done
And I'm left
Staring blindly at one point

How can it be that you never shared your needs
How can it be that you never told how it's gonna be?
Should've told ... x3

Should've told 'cause you saw I was

Holding on to our daylight till it's gone
Should've known
You were dying to move on
There's no more
To the story that we wrote
Like it never was, anyway

From then on I'm the pawn in endless game
Hazy thoughts
Slowly drivig me insane
When you crawled into me I crawl myself
Please you let us go into vain.

How could it be it is so very easy
Just in one snap lose your whole identity
Come back, come back, come back
And see
How empty I can be