duchowe myśli

Kaznodziejstwo nie jest nauką moralną, tylko jest dzieleniem się zachwytem nad Bogiem

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ile razy umrzeć jeszcze

przyjdzie mi w najbliższych latach

nim mi z trzewi strumień tryśnie

prawdziwego w ogniu lata

i tak jakbym miała wiecznie

czekać tylko głodna miała

na swojego światła przyjście

jeszcze zimna, ciągle mała

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The love She gave me

My Mother loved me

She showed it every day

I felt important

Whenever she was near

Always creating the world worth living in

I wish you all 

To know someone just like her

My Mother loved me

She showed it every day

Bringing the respect

To every part of me

Chosing to always

Fight for the quality

I wish to all

The love like I received 

I wish to all 

The love she gave to me

I wish to all the love like she gave to me

I wish I could do good with love like this

I wish I could do good with love like this

La La land

I don't want to run around with this crazy feeling

That I need to prove myself in things I don't want

If it longs to come trought me

I am here and willing

But if not I'll look for more

I don't want to drown myself in this twisted feeling of

Yearning to become the project of my head

What's the point of chasing something I have seen

I'll just stand and watch it go

Cause life is a mistery and I

Found joy in waiting to see

Who I'll turn out to be

Without judging each of my steps

Cause life is a mistery and I

Found waiting to see

Who I am turning out to be

Much richer than wild dreams

Photo by me

Set men free!

Fathers are not second mothers. One parent have to be the stoic rock that children's emotional waves crash into. Someone has to teach those kids especially boys that the world is is...

That the world is what? We create the world. 

Fathers should be themselves, they should be people. Evolve and learn. They should be curious about themselves, their children and their partners. Strength and resilience are not reserved for men, and frankly, it is crazy to expect a living person to be stoic all the time.

 Many men have a tendency to follow this illusion, to lie to themselves and make everyone unhappy because they want to maintain this false self-image. They pretend to be someone they're not, that they don't feel what they feel. So then, they need to project their unexpressed emotions and needs onto everyone around them. 

The deal is to feel everything and admit to feeling everything. At the same time to become sustainable, stable adults, we learn to process all this reality and meet our needs in a healthy way by solving problems and searching for deeper, better, more personal qualities in life.

Ojcowie mają uczyć, że świat jest czym? To my tworzymy świat. 

Ojcowie powinni być sobą, powinni być ludźmi. Ewoluować i uczyć się. Powinni być ciekawi siebie, swoich dzieci i swoich partnerek. Siła i odporność nie są zarezerwowane dla mężczyzn i szczerze mówiąc, szaleństwem jest oczekiwanie, że żywa osoba będzie cały czas stoicka. 

Wielu mężczyzn ma tendencję do podążania za tą iluzją, okłamywania siebie i unieszczęśliwiania wszystkich, ponieważ chcą utrzymać ten fałszywy obraz siebie. Udają, że są kimś, kim nie są, że nie czują tego, co czują. Muszą więc rzutować swoje niewyrażone emocje i potrzeby na wszystkich wokół siebie. 

Chodzi jednak o to, by czuć wszystko i przyznać się do tego. Jednocześnie, aby stać się zrównoważonymi, stabilnymi dorosłymi, uczymy się przetwarzać całą tę rzeczywistość i zaspokajać nasze potrzeby w zdrowy sposób, rozwiązując problemy i poszukując głębszych, lepszych, bardziej osobistych wartości w życiu.

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I love my guru, but what the fuck does he know

 Ram Dass: The Universe of Compassion – Here and Now Podcast Ep. 231

Hi everyone

I would like to touch on the topic of compassion from the perspective of a person for whom loving the world and people was something completely natural.

Most of the spiritual gurus talks about awakening to compassion, discovering the web of interconnectedness and how powerful an influence we have on each other. And I have to say that to me this is definitely nothing new, I've known and felt it since I was very little, and the training of giving attention, space and understanding while I was doing nothing else for most of my years, raises my anger. 

I think completely different teachings could bring me closer to wholeness. Women's experiences in the world shows that our path to freedom should rather be led by recognizing our separateness and respecting boundaries. 

Ram Dass's teachings, while incredibly noteworthy and wonderful, are still the words of a privileged man, a man with a PhD from a prestigious university, with extraordinary opportunities for advancement and widely respected. They have no chance to take into account the burden, tiredness and and futility of the efforts of people affected by inequality.

I would like to see and hear about such path from the mouth of an experienced, conscious and empowered woman or an experienced man if he gets the major perspective or came out of adversity with an open heart. 

And no more love and compassion. It is not always the truth and liberation. It deviates from experience of humanity that majority of us have and I wanted to express that here.

Trash

Everytine I get some rest

I recall that I detest the world around me

There's the greed and all the stress

Which I really keep my best avoiding

I don't care about the growth

It's a fiction anyhow

And it's destroing us 

I wish there was some hard block

For all those who cannot catch

That they are mindless brats

Killing all we've got

Killing all we are

Taking away freedom

Dignity and bonds

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the dance

I've been seeing you in smile

All the splendor that you've got

I've been seeing you like that

I was given so much love

I wished I could give back

And make you see yourself like that

You need to know

I love you all

But first of all

I need to build it up again in me

I need my core

To spread around and glow

Then maybe I can bring you back your love

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the big break

So you're all alone

And no one loves you

The hour has come

Of looking the devil in the eye

Feel the pain as it comes

Burn in the fire of doubt

They are long gone

Now you can see as it trully is

And be

be

be

Like you always were

Pain comes and goes

I am always there

multiverse

Do you recall the moments

When life seems magical

When all events has meaning 

And everything adds up

Like movie at it's climax

Trapped in our minds eye

It comes to my attention

That you are there and I

Cant't believe your story

Is as complex as mine

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not being liked

feels so powerful